lindys life part 2

Well we ended up moving away from Cockatoo up to Belgrave and I did like it there for a bit, but I felt cut of from my other sisters. Then Jade came to see mum one day and asked her if I could be in her wedding party as a flower girl and mum said “yes” with out asking me at all and I was very hurt and angry about this. And I told mum that I did not want to be part of it at all and she said “oh that is only because you don’t under stand what you will be doing “and she also said “that you will be a flower girl and throw flower petals where she will be walking “so Lindy said ‘ok I will do it, just to keep the peace”. Well it came time to go to Jade place to get a fitting for the dress it was made of crape paper and lindy did not like it at all and Jade said “that is what your dress will be made of and you will be wearing it at the wedding” lindy said “no I will not” and after a while her mum and Lindy went home mean while Sam was staying with his mum’s boy friend Jack. When we got home I told Sam what she was going to make me wear and we went to mum and told she and she said “oh no you are not” but lindy was not convinced of that.

And she started to get up set for a while and not wanting to do it and eventually she got sick and they took her to the doctor and he said “ I was getting very stressed out “ and her mum said to the doctor” I don’t know why she is “ and he asked lindy and she said” I don’t want o be in my sisters wedding but mum and jade are making me” the doctor told her mum that if she wants her to get better take her out of the wedding. So her mum rang Jade and told her and she was extremely angry and said “well if that is the case then you and Sam and lindy are not welcome at all at my wedding. So we never got to see her get married, not long after that we moved again.

We moved to Upway and we never ever got to see any one in our family again made her very sad and lindy loved Jane so much and missed her heaps. And jack was living with them now and lindy and Sam did not like that at all. And that is where the the rest of the trouble started with Jack , he wanted lindy to look at him like a father but lindy told him “he will never be her father even though we live in the same house and my father is dead”. Not long after this jack started telling lindy how pretty she was and she had the shape to be a model lindy did not like this and as Sam went jack tried to tell him all the time what to do and what he will be for work when he leaves school like he had no choice in the matter so Sam ended up really hating him as well and both Sam and lindy just tolerated him for there mum. Well some time went passed and the attention he was paying lindy was getting a bit much he walked in on her in the shower and when she was getting dressed and make some sly comment to her and she was getting frightened of him very much. He started touching lindy in places and she did not like it at all and at times stopped her from wearing under wear as well so he could touch her when he wanted. After a while they moved again this time they went to Prahran. And that is when it started Jack decided to what he does to her mum he will do to her so he started making her have sex with him a few times a month she tried to fight back but he was to strong for her . One day her mum noticed some blood on her panties and asked lindy about it but she said I am spotting I must be close to getting my monthly’s so her mum thought nothing of it. This went on for 5 yrs being raped and having to listen to hem telling what he did to her mum when they had sex and them he started to make lindy listen to sex tapes and look at sex books . And after a while lindy was devastated as her mum joined in with jack telling her what they did and they both made lindy watch them have sex as well for her sex education. And after a while both jack and her mum made her take pictures of them while they where making love this made her so horrified of every thing to do with getting close to people and letting them get to know her . she never let people from school come over as she could not take the chance he would not do that to them so lindy became a loner at school as much as she could and kept to her self but there was a couple of other kids at school that hanged around with her from time to time. Well jack kept on doing things to lindy when her mum was not around he would make her take baths and showers with him and touch him in places that made her sick and in the bath made her run her body up and down his . Then one day they moved to South Yarra and jack did not come with them he moved back to his wife. Lindy was 14 she had tried to kill her self and nearly had a nervous brake down, and then when she got to 17 lindy had anorexia and her mum took her to the doctor and hot treated for it and she survived that as well.

About the same time she got engaged to a man called Steve he seemed really nice, well they had made up there mind that when Lindy turned 18 they would get marred, when it was only a few months away Steve started bruising her trying to brake her arm and threatening to hurt her if she ever left him and she became very scared again but Sam went to see Steve and got rid of him out of her life for ever. Lindy started to feel like all the trouble was out of her life for good and for a while she was starting to have fun making friends and going out with them and having the time of her life and she ended up got to college as well. After a few years her mum got really sick so she had to go onto the careers pension to look after her mum this went on for a bout 10 years her mum died in 1995. A few years later she meat John and they ended up living together and opening a business in cleaning and she thought her life was wonderful well they had been together for about 6yrs and they closed the business down and he decided she could stay home and look after his kids from the previous marriage . So Lindy did and she enjoyed it until they had been together for about 7yrs and then he stared to force him self on her to have sex when he wanted to and she was not allowed to have any friend and any she had he drove off so she was all alone again in life then when they had been together for about 9 years john just packed his stuff and moved out with the kids and left her on her own to make her own way the only thing he did do for her was made her go on the unemployment and then she never seen him again. Well her life up to now has been hared but she has been on her own for about 6mths now but she is finally happy and I hope the rest of her life will continue to be that way.